Wednesday, March 10, 2021 – Not Much Better Today

Hi Babe,
Had a decent night sleep, took a couple of acetaminophen before going to bed, but I still felt achy in the morning. I confirmed with my doctor’s office that I would be better off taking ibuprofen, since that works on inflammation better, so I took some of those in the morning. It doesn’t feel like I’m making much progress, but I suppose it’s too early to tell. I started to walk up and down the trailer a few times after every icing session, that seems to help loosen things up a bit, but it does hurt a lot when I start. Grrr! I also confirmed that if I change the appointment I have for the trailer on Monday I’ll lose my spot and will have to wait a couple of months until a new one opens up, which means my leg either has to be good enough to drive by Monday, or I have to find someone to drive this thing. Jeff won’t be back from the Gator Nationals until Monday afternoon, and James doesn’t really have the experience with a long trailer like this, so I’m not sure what to do, except maybe try to find someone locally that I’ve met in recent years who knows how to pull a rig this long. It’s too scary long for most people, so I don’t blame them. I’m probably just going to have to tough it out. At least I can put it on cruise control a lot of the way. Anyway, another listless day reading, watching TV, doing my PT and otherwise sitting around, living through the pain every time I stood up. I sure hope things start to get better soon! This is pretty frustrating, but I’m still hopeful that in the end it will all have been worth it! PT at the office tomorrow, and Jeff will finally be getting his first covid shot, which, considering he’ll be in a crowd all weekend is probably a good thing. So I’m off to bed now, going to take my last prescription painkiller (though they offered to refill those, but I think I’ll stick to ibuprofen for now), and hopefully not be feeling any pain for a few hours! Good night, darlin’! Love you!

Tuesday, March 9, 2021 – Tough Day

Hi Darlin’, I don’t know if it was because of the PT yesterday or taking a couple of awkward steps last evening, but I had a lot of pain today, despite taking a strong pill last night and a couple of OTC pills this morning. I keep feeling like things aren’t exactly in the place they’re supposed to be, though my PT gal keeps telling me she thinks it’s all okay. I did my required knee exercises, but then when I went to do this one exercise I’m supposed to do several times a day, I definitely felt something slip. There was a moment of pain, but then I was still able to walk on it, but I’m getting to the point where I’m almost afraid to move on it for fear I’ll damage something worse. The problem is, if I don’t move enough, the swelling gets worse, and if I move too much the swelling also gets worse. Trying to find the balance is the key, but I’m not really sure how to do that. I iced it all day, in fact the only two times I left the trailer was to get more ice, the rest of the day was sitting, reading, watching TV, and just those few exercises. I just hope this is all normal, but who knows what normal is supposed to feel like? I thought the pain would have subsided somewhat by now, but that’s not happening. I guess I have to go back to a regular regime of pain pills and hope for the best. So frustrating! Anyway, otherwise a quiet (too quiet) day. Off to bed now. Good now, sweetie! Love you!

Monday, March 8, 2021 – First Day of Physical Therapy

Hi Sweetie,
Slept well, almost through the night, and didn’t have any pain in the morning so I didn’t take a pain pill at all. Felt good enough to feed the horses this morning, which required a good walk out to the paddock and back, and even took my icer into the house and refilled it from Jeff’s freezer. He has an amazing ice machine, it literally can refill the entire box in 24 hours! What else could you expect from a refrigeration guy, huh? Got several icing sessions in before going to my first PT for my knee. It was a bit tough, though not as bad as I supposed it could have been. I’m still not entirely sure I didn’t do damage when I fell, but Allie seemed to think that if I was going to twist my leg that bad, doing it on the day of surgery was probably better than doing it a few days later when things had a chance to get more set in their ways. I hope she’s right, but I did have a couple of sharp twinges later in the day when I was back home. I managed to get Jeff signed up for his first Covid shot, I went through the county Health Dept. Rather than Publix and was able to get him an appointment just after he drops me off for me next PT session on Thursday. Allie gave me a bunch of exercises I need to do every day, and if I combine them with my shoulder exercises I’ll have quite a workout! I asked about driving on Monday, she was hesitant (understandably), but didn’t exactly say no. I’m considering calling the RV place where I have the appointment on Monday to see if we can push it back a couple of days without completely screwing up the schedule, just so Jeff can drive it up there for me, but I’m not going to change it if it means a long delay. I was glad to hear the CDC loosened some of their covid restrictions, I’m going to work on my Equity contract tomorrow to see if I can do anything toward getting a contract, thus allowing me to eventually get my insurance back, which is due to expire at the end of the month. I just don’t understand why they won’t just let me pay the premiums and keep me on the fund, but their bureaucratic system won’t flex enough to do that. I’m supposed to be able to go on COBRA, but I’m not sure how that works yet either. Lots of work to do on that in the next few weeks! Anyway, I didn’t try to feed the horses their dinner, the boys took care of that for me, but I’m going to try breakfast again tomorrow, especially now that I have a better idea what the goal of the PT is, what parts I’m supposed to be stretching and flexing. Took the rest of the day relaxing and icing, not sure how well I’m going to hold up doing next to nothing for weeks to come! Not like me to sit around like this! But everyone is telling me to be patient, so that’s what I’m trying to do. Anyway, bedtime for me. Good night, babe! Love you!

Sunday, March 7, 2021 – Recovery Day Three

Hi Honey,
Another great night sleep with only one wake up spell, just enough to take a pill and get back to sleep. Rested most of the day again, though I did go out for a walk around the yard for a bit, just to make sure things don’t stiffen up in my knee too much, or I don’t atrophy or anything. Felt pretty good, actually, so I think everything in my knee is working okay, fingers crossed! Took my first shower since the surgery, down to just a single heavy duty bandage on my knee, but wrapped it in Press N Seal wrap to keep it dry per the nurse’s instructions. That felt wonderful! And I had no trouble standing in the shower, I thought I might have to use the seat but I didn’t. I’m way past my time for taking a pain pill and it still feels okay, so I’m just going to take one before I go to bed, and that may be all I need. Of course, I’ll know better after PT tomorrow. So I’ll be heading off shortly, once I find a new book to read. Good night, darlin’! Love you!

Saturday, March 6, 2021 – Recovery Day Two

Hi Babe,
Woke up again in the middle of the night, took another pain killer, then managed to get back to sleep again for most of the night. Spent the day doing next to nothing except taking my pills and icing my knee down, which I’m hoping will set me up on a good road to recovery. Jeff and James looked after the horses, and I never left the trailer, just reading and watching TV all day and night. Another day like this tomorrow and I’ll have finished most of the pills the doctors prescribed for me, so by then I should know whether I hurt anything with my fall on Thursday. Didn’t need the walking stick quite as much today, trying to put a bit more weight on it like they wanted, walked up and down the trailer a few times just to gently work it, don’t need it to get too stiff. Had a few stomach cramps off and on. A cold front came through, lots of rain and the temps dropped so much I had to put the fireplace on. Heading off to be early to read some more, hoping for an even better night sleep, trying to get back to normal as much as possible. So good night, sweetie! Love you!

Friday, March 5, 2021 – Recovery Day One

Hi Sweetie,
Woke up at about 3:15 and couldn’t really get back to sleep, I guess being unconscious for a couple of hours in the afternoon has disturbed my sleep cycle somewhat. Not in pain, just awake, so I read for a couple of hours, might have dozed a bit, but got up about 7:00, being very careful I didn’t take another fall. I managed to get back over to the trailer by about 8:30 and pretty much had a restful day, while Jeff and James looked after the horses for me. The day was controlled mostly by timers today, timers for pills, timers for icing my leg down, I haven’t used my phone timer so much since the last time we did dialysis! I spent the day mostly reading, wiggling my feet per nurses’ orders to avoid blood clots, I finally ordered all the parts for the slide-out, and they’re shipping them out 2-day air on Monday so there won’t be any last minute hiccups, hopefully. Jeff is going to the Gator Nationals nest weekend, though, so he won’t be back in time to drive the trailer up to the repair shop in Stuart for me, so either my knee will have to be good enough to drive by then, or I’m thinking about asking Mike next door, since I know he’s pretty experienced in hauling. My original plan was to see if I could spend a couple of days with our friends in Melbourne, but since my surgery was delayed for three weeks, I’m not sure I could make it up their stairs or down to the beach, so I guess I’ll just come back and stay in Jeff’s guest room until I get the trailer back. I was also hoping to leave after it was done, but again, with the delay and the need to continue PT for awhile, that’s not going to happen. Well, at least the weather’s nice, so no complaints there! So after reading and watching multiple episodes of Heartland, I’m ready for bed, my own bed tonight. I’ve been using your beautiful Brazo’s walking stick, it’s been a lifesaver today since I can’t fit the walker in here. Tomorrow I can start to unwrap my leg a bit, and they said it’s okay, in fact, recommended, that I start putting my full weight on it, so I have been doing that occasionally. The nerve block has lasted until well into the late afternoon, I think, though I started taking a pain pill about 3:00, to avoid the time delay of 30 minutes until the pill kicks in. Fortunately they don’t make me as loopy as they made you, but they are doing a good job on the pain. Just took another one before bed, along with a bunch of others for inflammation and other stuff. Anyway, time for bed, hoping I can sleep through the night and get back to my regular schedule at least. Good night, darlin’! Love you!

Thursday, March 4, 2021 – Surgery Day AT LAST!

Hi Baby!
FINALLY got my knee surgery, yay! Slept later since I could, then after chores Jeff and I headed down to Coral Springs. He dropped me off and went off and kept busy for the day, while I went through all the paperwork and procedures until they put me under. Of course I don’t remember anything that happened in the operating room, I don’t even remember the operating room! They put me out then woke me up in recovery, which looked exactly the same until I noticed a different piece of art hanging on the wall. Got all my instructions, though I was still a little groggy, but they wheeled me out to the truck and I managed to pull myself in. We got back to the house and Jeff helped me into the house, which I needed. My knee feels like rubbery Jello, can’t support anything. He bought me some lunch from Turtle Tavern and heated it up for me, fetched all my essentials from the trailer, and helped me get settled into the guest bedroom. The nurse advised that I be near someone for at least the first 24 hours, just in case. We’ll see how it goes tomorrow to see if I can get back into the trailer tomorrow night, but I don’t want to rush things. I took one fall on my way back from the bathroom, hoping I didn’t do any damage to my new knee, Jeff had to help me get back up to my walker and into bed. I’ve got a load of pills to take tonight, which I’m about to do, and I’m hoping that Lola will behave, she’s curled up in her dog bed next to the bed, but you know her, she’s likely to try to sneak up on the bed during the night, though hopefully not. I’m not in any pain yet, the nerve block is supposed to last for awhile, but the nurse said I should probably take a pain pill at bedtime to make sure I don’t wake up in pain. Anyway, that’s the plan, and I’m starting right now. Love you, babe! Good night!

Wednesday, March 3, 2021 – Busy Prep Day

Hi Darlin’,
With my knee surgery tomorrow (at last!), I spent time today doing the things that I would have to do to get ready to leave, only early because I don’t know how long my recovery is going to take. I put the satellite dish away and cancelled the service (I managed to record nearly 170 movies, so I don’t think I’ll be running out of anything to watch for awhile!) and put the sewer tank back up top as well. I did a little housekeeping, did a bunch of loads of laundry, tried to finalize what parts I need to order, though that’s still not completely done because I’m waiting for other people to get back to me, went to PT in the afternoon, shopped for a couple of things at Walmart, picked up some hay at Town and Country, shopped for a couple more things in Publix that Walmart didn’t have, got home and put everything away, fed the critters with James, and settled down for the evening. My surgery tomorrow was originally set for 9:30, but then it was pushed out to 11:30, so there’s no need to get up at the crack of dawn. I’m hoping I’ll get the order in before I leave in the morning, since it seems like it’s going to be a long day. Really glad I got the dash lights working, it may be close to dark by the time we get home. I already had my shower this afternoon, so now I just need to make my bed and get in it! That’s coming up shortly! Good night, sweetie! Love you!

Monday, March 1, 2021 – PT and Shopping Day

Hi Babe,
Had a little pit of pain along my arm last night so I took a generic Tylenol PM and it knocked me right out, and made me sleep in a bit later than usual. Didn’t like the groggy feeling in the morning, but felt better having gotten a good night sleep. After chores and breakfast I did my monthly bookkeeping, then headed out to the drugstore for yet another Covid test, my fourth in about two weeks, crazy! I stopped at the UPS store to ship out that dimmer switch, but the line was out the door so I decided to come back later. I went down to the mechanic where I took my truck last week because he hadn’t called me with his estimate yet, but he’s waiting for one more quote on the leaf springs before he’ll have it all put together, says it will be tomorrow. Then I went off to PT and worked with a new girl, she’s English from outside London. I told her the story about how when you performed Henry VIII for the Queen’s Silver Jubilee at Windsor Castle, Prince Philip asked you afterward what it felt like to be king and she laughed. I think you have to be English or an avid royal watcher to get that, but she certainly did. Did you know he was born on the same day we got married, June 10? I certainly think this PT is helping my shoulder, though I only have one session left, because they won’t let me work on more than one body part at a time, and next week it will be my knee. Hopefully I can continue the exercises at home and it will keep getting better. Afterwards I went back to the UPS store and the line was completely gone, so I got that done in short order, then a trip to Walmart to stock up on some stuff again, then home in time to feed the horses and settle down for the evening. Another hot day, too, we’ve been having a real heat wave down here. Won’t be long before I’ll be craving to head north! Well, time for shower and bed, so good night, my darlin’! Love you!

Sunday, Feb. 28, 2021 – Mostly Quiet Pool Day

Hi Darlin’,
Lola was restless all night last night, so my sleep schedule was intermittent at best. Don’t know what got into her, maybe not enough exercise, or it could have just been the full moon keeping all the critters out and about, but she was scratching at the bedroom partition and walking around all night. I let her out once at 12:30, but I wasn’t about to keep doing that all night. Anyway, I got up and did my chores, then after breakfast and some computer work I started checking all the fuses on the truck hoping to find the culprit that’s keeping my dash lights in the dark when I drive at night. I finally found one, generically called Body Control Module A (or was it B?), nothing about dash or illumination or anything in the description, but I changed it out. It was too bright outside to know if it worked or not, so I had to wait until it got dark. Did some reading, then finally decided to float in the pool for awhile, reading and chucking the ball for Lola to fetch, hoping to tire her out so we’ll both sleep better tonight. Jeff’s boarder and her friend came by and took her horse and Apollo out, and by the time they got back it was twilight. Instead of waiting around to feed them and getting bit by mosquitoes, I went back to the truck to see if the lights were working, and lo and behold, even with the old dimmer switch in, they worked just fine! Yay! I’ll send the new dimmer back since I don’t need it, and I didn’t really like the matte finish on it anyway, it looked a bit odd with the rest of the dashboard. I hope it’s just the fuse and not that the fuse blowing is indicative of another problem, but I guess I’ll wait and see. I can always get another dimmer. I love Amazon Prime, with their free shipping and return policy! I also ordered a new bathing suit online, I’ve never ordered clothes that way before, but I’ve been having the hardest time trying to find a style I like in the stores. The one I ordered isn’t exactly what I was looking for, but it was close enough to give it a try, and I needed something. I think I’ve been wearing the same two bathing suits for over thirty years, it’s high time I got a new one! Eventually we got the critters fed and I was able to settle down for the evening, later than usual but not too bad. Of course, the days are getting a lot longer, which is nice. Time for shower and bed now, though! So good night, sweetie! Love you!